To My Grandma:

It can't end this way
There's still so much more to say
And I'm not ready to say goodbye
Can we go back in time
And rewind our lives
Because I can't stand to let it die
And I want to go back to you and I

I didn't get my chance
To say all I needed to
And I wasted so much
Didn't give enough to you
Always thought you'd stay
And be the constant in my life
I didn't think I'd see the day
When I'd see through my own lie

You always said you'd be there
When I was just a girl
You pointed to my heart through the air
And said this will be my home

You promised me
That you'd never leave
That the world will change but you would always be
Why has it taken so long for me to see?

Can't Say Goodbye

I never thought that I would be addicted
Never felt your love to me so strong
Promised myself I'd stay away from you
But my feet wouldn't let me make it wrong

Because this can't be right
I'm supposed to fight
This feeling that I feel in me
And I can't turn away
No matter what I say
I always come right back and see
That we weren't meant to be

I always said that I could not fall for you
I always said that you would be alone
Because if you are sin and I am still a child
Then I should run away I know

I was always free
Until you entrapped me
And entangled me inside your heart
And now I can't get out
Though I scream and shout
But I still can't stand to be apart
Now how do I escape this feeling inside?
Because you know just as well as I
That I can't say goodbye

Former Love

You're the reason the sky turns gray
And I hate to watch you walk away
Flowers bloom when you come near
Your passion chased away my fears

Now I want your love to be mine
But now I know we're out of time

I love it when you call my name
And say the things you used to say
I know you have another me
But what is she supposed to be? Because

Now I want your love to be mine
And now I know we're out of time

We were supposed to last to the end
But now I'm just an ex-girlfriend
You say you'll never for get us
Or how we used to be in love, but

Now I know we never were
And now I know what I want for sure