Thursday, January 12, 2012

Anorexia Round Four!

Smiling stares make me aware
Of the thunder coming from under
The pants and you hear my fancy
Lies but you don't realize
That I never tell you truth when I can sell
You deceit, and trust me, it's cheap
I never say, but I don't play
By your rules, the fool
I am ruled by my own food
Counting numbers, keep it under
Eighty, sixty, seventy, fifty
When I get to hello, I'll be a nifty fellow
I'll be invisible, and I'll be invincible
Your numbers don't affect my bones
They will chip away like splintering ships
Break me down, let me drown
In the cold, let my body fold
Into layers, do me a favor
Is this melody becoming tragedy?
Because this love has taken hold of
Everything I always strive
To be because I can't see
My bones yet, ready, set
Go, race around the face
Of the earth, and whoever gets first
Gets pain, it's insane
Really, but Ana is a fan of
Making me want the thought
Of Thin, and everything within
Me will vanish until
I'm gone

Awaken

You awaken a side of me
I thought forever asleep
And I can’t seem to stay away
Longing to see your face again

You say you’ll stay
Don’t go away
Hold my hand
I understand
Watch the sky
I see you there
Flying high
I see you there

Your touch makes my knees go weak
I fall into your arms
You hold me close, then our lips meet
And I know where you are

Don’t leave my side, don’t let me go
Keep me alive, spirit float

Monday, January 9, 2012

To Carlee, With Love

Lift the burden, hold it high
Make yourself a sacrifice
Show your secrets, let them see
No matter what you do, you can’t escape from me
Make your statement, put brave face
Try and put me in my place
But turn your face and shut your eyes
Because you’ll never realize

The nightmare you dream
Isn’t what it seems
It sleeps in your head
I know it’s dead

Cry your tears, release the flow
Rid the love, just let it go
Find the blade, make a scar
Just above your pounding heart
Inhale deep, breathe in softly
Feel the temperature, it’s dropping
Ice is freezing, melting stone
But you will never be alone

You fed the monster in your thoughts
Dropping food from the sky
Finding the light that’s black as day
Saying what I’ve been saying