Monday, February 27, 2012

Rehab, Soon.

I guess you're my new addiction
Because I have yet to quit you
And I know I need to
But I don't want to
I take a step away
The world starts to sway
Until I'm stepping right back
To you, I'm coming back
Every day and I hate it
Because I'm supposed to
Be done with the drugs like you
And I quit smoking, kinda
I don't smoke much so find a
New addiction since I put away
The blade and the
Weight
But wait
Why are you still here?
Every time I hear your voice
The alarms go off in my head, no choice
I have to leave, come crawling around
To where you left me on the ground
Because you're like my consort, and I'm the king
But whatever you do to your blood, you do also to me
'Cuz I drink from you to sustain myself
And you hate that I actually love someone else
But we lack lust, him and I
And that's what we only focused on in life
I don't need him like I need you
I want him, yes, I admit that's true
And without him, I'd be devastatingly blue
But you're the drug I'm still on
And I need some rehab, soon.