Misery
That's all you've brought me
Heaps upon piles of hunger
Wanting you to understand
What you've done to me, you forced my hand
I didn't want this,
I didn't ask for this
I wasn't prepared for this
This need for this addiction
I need you and I hate it
I hate what you did to me
The misery you caused me
Yet I hunger for you
Your touch still lingers
I can still feel your fingertips
Caressing my face
Your arms in an embrace
I hate you
You're a cigarette I can't put out
A thirst I can't quench, no matter how much I drink
I drank a lot over you
I drank too much over you
And yet you were fine
Why?
Did I mean so little to your enormous mind?
As if nothing I did was worthy of your time
As if nothing I did was worthy of your time
And I hated it
I hated you
I still do
But at the same time, I'm obsessed with you
I still remember you
I still remember
