Duplicitous Asshole, You

ill admit i miss you but only in my head
cuz youre the one that said to you im dead
died long time ago, already laid to rest
be in heaven or be in hell,
i dont care thats what you tell me
we were nothing, just a lie
cuz youre the angel im the bad guy
well how the hell does that work out
when youre the one going on about
how im the perfect woman, live in your dreams
cuz youre crazy if you think im what i seem
i thought you knew not to trust your instincts
it only works for animals cuz they dont give a shit
who they fuck no thought about it
but i think you know that i feel too
and all i feel right now is a waste of time-you
call me a liar, say it to my face
then stab my insecurities to save face
cuz youve got nothing on me and you know
youre wrong to point your finger at me
when its bent all backwards, about 180 degrees
pointing at you
and your other four too
including your thumb
just for fun
start to run again
away from the only one
to treat you like you were the only one
that mattered, you walk and say youre done
well i wasnt done and i think youre really dumb
to throw away the woman that would have killed for you
and gladly taken the hit for you
duplicitous asshole, you

Suicidal Tendencies

Hearing your heart beat through

The walls surrounding your prison

I go delirious, I scream to let you out

Yelling at the preacher that you're okay

He can stop saying you're dead any day now

I can hear you whisper is anyone there?

It's so dark in here, can I come out there with you?

I'm sitting in the back of the church, 

And I only knew your name

And that you were sick, like me

But you were beautiful, like a goddess

Though I'm sitting so far away I can still hear you

I run to the front of the sanctuary

And pry at the casket

I know she's alive, hear me out

She's talking to me, listen

Looks of sympathy are all I can see

Besides the photo of you on a stand

And a brown wooden jail cell

That you're being forced to stay in

The bearers walk toward me slowly

They want to take me away from you

But I'm here to protect you

And I'm not leaving you

You would do the same for me

I snarl at the men like a wild dog

But it gets the message across to them

I break open the jail door and let you be free

But all I see is the shell of me