Monster

You were my monster
So deadly, hypnotic
You tore me to pieces
But I was fascinated, exotic
I held on tighter
Every time you tried to let go
'Cuz you made my heart grow
And when you left it exploded

But I would have loved you
Had you given me a chance
I would have made us
So very different
I could have been the one that you always wanted
But you would have eventually killed me in the end

I humanized you
Turned you into a lover
But you said I wanted to end you
And I heard a rumor
You want to love me better
And I believe it
But I let you go then, and now I have another

You ripped my tears away
Then stepped in and saved the day
But you pushed me too far this time
So I took back my life

Frozen In Time

oppression

obsession

suppression

wondering how to run this recession

hearts cant run on depression any longer

sooner or later theyll all break down

suppressing the memories hidden in frowning smiles

and id walk a mile for eternity

to solve this puzzle i havent even seen

too massive, impressive

impressions run the world now here

cannot run from what cannot hide here

in the open, where the river is so wide

you cant see the red horizon

bloody tears fill the sky and i wonder:

how high can i fly til i breathe no longer?

spread my feathers, take flight in the water

shooting for the sun, to set fire to rebellious daughters

and lying sons, douse them in cold

set them on warm, and watch their molds melt

all around them, til there's only reality

and hope mixed with frailty

broken bones wrapped around their hearts made of not gold

but silver to keep them frozen in time.