I Won't Give Up

You shine brighter than anyone here
I see your light across my face, you're near
Even when you're far away, across time and space
As I wait for your return
I see you in my dreams at night
So real, so vivid, it's like
A thousand fireworks all shot at once
Like BOOM BOOM BOOM, hear that shot?
It's like a prick of my finger to make sure I'm awake
Or trying not to sprint down the aisle on our wedding day
You're like a million memories all dumped onto one man
Like a morning tidal wave crashing against the sand
I wonder who this angel is, all embodied into perfection
Who's in charge of this arrow of love, pointing to your direction?
It's very insistent, consistent, unrelenting
Not letting us go, but not condescending
Ascending into the heavens, you know we're flying high
When the ground's so far below us, each by each other's side
With our hands intertwined
And our babies on our minds
We've carried on so far along
You're on my brain, in my song
And I wouldn't dream of anything else
Because your light is my sun,
And at night I need one
I need your body to reassure me
That there's no way I'm dreaming
I need my blanekts being stolen
And my french fries crisp and golden
I love the diapers in the morning, angry baby for waking up
But I love it all, I won't fall, and I sure won't give up

I'M GETTING MARRIED!

So, I'm getting married! Just in case you're not my friend on Facebook or I haven't called you freaking out. Anyway, I'm super excited to marry Brian, and I feel like he'll be a great husband to me. I'm going to do my best to be a good wife and mother, too. Anyway! Here's just a little tidbit of the thoughts going through my head over the weekend.

-Oh my god, I gotta wear a dress. Damn...
-Dude, I want to wear Converse with my dress.
-Who's gonna be my bridesmaids?!
-Brian, the bridesmaids don't wear white. I WEAR WHITE.
-Evee's going to look so precious!
-Good gosh, are we gonna have a house by then?
-Think Evee will mind me marrying her daddy?
-What if I have a baby boy before then? He'd be so cute as a ring bearer!
-Stop, Brenda. Focus. School, then babies.
-This is such a pretty ring! GIMME.
-Hmmm, I want to incorporate Evee onto the cake..
-Agh! Engagement photos! Damnit!
-Brian, love, change your damn relationship status >.<
-Should I dye my hair red again? Or let the brown come back?
-I hate my hair brown..
-ERMAGERD! I like that word.
-Breathe, you idiot.
-I want Mr. Eby to be my preacher!!!
-Dude, I have three fathers. Who's walking this kid down the aisle?!
-Wow, Dad. Sure wish you'd answer your stupid phone.. Not like I'm engaged or anything..
-NO HEELS.
-We can be penguins!

I've been crazy..Just to clarify some of this. But yeah, I'M GETTING MARRIED!