You made me realize that my eyes were fake
Because all I ever saw with you were mistakes I never made
You always cornered me
Like tearing off a butterfly wing
You'd tell me what my nightmares meant
That I'm just another thing to regret
And I believed you, because I wanted it to be true
I wanted to somehow make us perfect, and I knew it wasn't you
You wouldn't sacrifice your prideful shame
And I still have messages that read your name
Calling me a whore, and saying I lied
That I never loved you, I never cried
I always laid awake, alone at night
Not drowning in blood, but craving a fight
Not soaking my pillows in angry tears
Just another girl who can't look in mirrors
Because she's too fat to realize she's thin
And she's to busy covering the gashes on her skin
To notice she's pathetic, she can't fit in
Because no one wants to love a terrible friend
But now I know the truth: you know how I feel
Because now, tonight, I know my eyes are real
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