ABC's Part 2

I run
Inside the stomach
I know there's nothing left
I love that I feel pain
Jumping, I
Just know I'm burning calories
Jammed under my fat,
Justifying me to be insane
Kill this worm inside me
Kind of like a black hole
Kind of like it never eats anything, but
Keeps it in itself for the same
Lame excuses
Large enough portions?
Legs will be fat, eww
Let Ana take care of you
Must be the cookies
Maybe it was the heat
Much too fattening,
My eyes are seeing you
Not that you're alive
No, you left me
Nodding my head absently
Never knowing you'd disappear
Over my dead body will you come back
Or I'll drag you back to Heaven
Only you could deserve paradise
Offering my soul down in return for peace