Come Back

The guards come up again
The mask falls down again
I can't be fooled by you
You can't trick me this time
I'm smarter than last time
My heart's still frozen blue
It's not as if you care about what I say
You just keep walking away,
As if I never existed
It's not as if I'm coming back with my
Arms out wide
I'm just lost and don't know the difference

And as you look in my eyes,
I remember just why
You left the first time without a word
I stood there waiting for you to
Turn around and come home to me
But I just stood there and hurt
For years I waited for this day
And you just brushed me away
I never wanted this to happen
We said we'd always stick together
Isn't that what love's about?

I am breaking
My walls have started shaking
Your presence confuses my resolve
My feet are walking toward you
But my mind is saying 'fuck you'
Yet around you my anger dissolves
It's not that I don't love you, since I do
I just wish I lied, so I could leave you
But you have me so hooked on you
It's not like I want you out of my life,
I just want you out of my mind
I'm just so sick of always wanting you

And as you look in my eyes,
I remember just why
You left the first time without a word
I stood there waiting for you to
Turn around and come home to me
But I just stood there and hurt
For years I waited for this day
And you just brushed me away
I never wanted this to happen
We said we'd always stick together
Isn't that what love's about?

I'm still standing on that road where
You left me here alone
So many years ago
But I still hold to that hope
That you'll understand my side
And you'll help me stop this fight
Waging inside my mind, so right
That it's wrong, make me see the light