You Need to Leave

Liar, liar, pants on fire
As you choke me, your grip gets tighter
You mock me, thought I was a fighter
So you burn me with my own lighter
I'll through  this, I might or
Might not, doesn't exactly matter to you if I fight or
Not, you got what you came for
And if beauty's a gift, take it back
Because beauty equals men and
Men equals strength and
Strength equals rape and
Rape equals pain
I didn't want this, didn't sign up for this
In fact, I still have scars on my wrist
From when I clenched you pen in my fist
And the tip, it cut me, drew my blood
As it fell into the mud
I'd created with my own tears
Because I've loved you for all these years
And held your hand when you felt fear
Yet you still hold me here
And all I want is to leave you
But I'm honestly too scared to
You hurt me again, so who's to say
You'll be any different than yesterday
I've learned myself that those you change
Are just the same person with a new name
I would rather suffer in silence
Not letting you know how much your violence
Scares me, there's not way you'd understand
Because I can't put this into writing
All I know if I'm sick of fighting
When will the ground rise to me
Instead of me falling on my knees?
When will I eat from the tree
Of deadly poison and be let free?
Freedom's all I want, you see
To look around and find no enemies
So you need to leave
Because you're the one thing haunting me